bits and pieces of Thief of time has been coming back to me in many many ways. 

God's debris too, is magical too !!

what if there are no particles, only a particle, and it expresses itself in multiple ways, and each pattern is a mind

Death is beyond time. he can go to any moment, as though it were a place

what is this was the reality of the universe , that it was a stretch of moments stretched across to infinity , a divine japa mala ?

what if it was just one mind ,divided among itself, traversing each bead of a mind, planting sensory input like how I assume a matrix process would run ...

the big bang would be the breakup of the single universe(al consciousness- both are one) into a free agent and the rest

what if the single particle manifests, and one after the other 

David Deida has come up again, only because the landscape he paints fits things as I see them

ba duan jin too