the train has left already

charlotte joko beck says :
“Most of our difficulties, our hopes, and our worries are empty fantasies. Nothing has ever existed except this moment. " but we never know 'this moment'. all our knowledge, our knowing ,or even being aware ( cogsci's will know these are different things :) ) happens post hoc, after the reality factory has digested the signals and synthesized a brand new reality for 'us' to consume, (wen the eternally surprised), and having fed this to into our 'person' program, responses have been generated and slotted into the 'i feel' centres, and signals sent to the actuators...... there is no I in this moment. it comes afterwards