Thursday, November 17, 2022





  I have been given regular glimpses and hints,only now I can recognise them as such. But thats it.

I also now understand I cant read my way into this, so some energy is freed up not reading esoterica.

Family and job has me in a chokehold but turining into it, I find effort gives me joy . Clawing back up from convalescence, eveerything is a new life breath. Fasting, and some prayer, i now see as power tools to work this magical body of ours.

Wont say I understand what you are doing specificlly but the larger strokes i can understand. 

The journey always starts by inverting the landscape .

Earlier folks used to go sit in a shamans tent and fast until visions come, whenever they were spiritually ill.

We have to make our own.

Friday, October 28, 2022



in the beginning god created Atom

from inside is body pulled out a rib
and saw that it was an electron
which had the symbol e,  and voltage is V

and this was known as eV

Saturday, October 15, 2022



there is no such thing as evil (there is)

Sheldon Kopp :

Evil can be displaced but never eradicated, as all solutions breed new problems.
All evil is potential vitality in need of transformation.

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But that aside, evil is evil, and inclination to hurt another is a thing.

What is considered evil a lot is just apathy - <3 towards something, and apathy towards everything else, including humans.

At the core of all organised masses of people, such apath-ists thrive.

...the Sage treats the people as straw dogs.

They do live in serendipitous synergy with that element which can hurt other humans for fun and profit.

The child-welfare cartel demons and drug peddler-gangs exist to generate a source of uneducated unsophisticated labor for the capitalists.

Misery at the bottom creates demand for basics - food, shelter, life .... and that's why, at the top of the empire today are companies that provide nothing more than food & shelter. We would've naively assumed that we'd have moved the majority of humans past the first 2 Maslow rows. Unfortunately, like a valley, humanity seems to slide into the bottom masses first at every attempt to move past.

No shiny silver one-suits and flying cars.

The cure is compassion. And families are the way to mass produce it. 
The middle class is a powerful weapon because it is able to generate large number of compassionate mammals


https://www.smithsonianmag.com/air-space-magazine/airships-rise-again-180979343/
from https://www.ranprieur.com/
Will an airship 'tugged' by a truck or a van be cheaper than a freight mac truck ?

Sunday, October 02, 2022

paws 1


 

Friday, September 30, 2022

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3. At that time (the time of concentration) the seer (Purusha) rests in his own (unmodified) state. As soon as the waves have stopped, and the lake has become quiet, we see its bottom. So with the mind; when it is calm, we see what our own nature is; we do not mix ourselves but remain our own selves.
4. At other times (other than that of concentration) the seer is identified with the modifications.

- Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali, Swami Vivekananda
http://www.vivekananda.net/BooksBySwami/PatanjaliYogaAphorisms/chapter1.html

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The nameless is the beginning of heaven and Earth.
The named is the mother of the ten thousand things.
Ever desire-less, one can see the mystery.
Ever desiring, one sees the manifestations

- Tao Te Ching, translation - Gia Fu-Feng & Jane English
https://terebess.hu/english/tao/gia.html

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There seems to be a single explosion, a seismic centre of philosophy, probably in the Himalayas out of which arose Zen, Vajrayana, the yoga sutras, Shaivism ...
It's hard to read one without seeing the other reflected in the words. Unless, of course, the translator knew only one, and translated the various schools of thought into a single one

Thursday, September 29, 2022



Listening to Why your diet is trash
Good news, I had the right ideas all along
Bad news, I had been accumulating ideas, instead of accumulating lifestyles and habits
rephrasing : good habits don't give you 'benefits', they just help you live out your destiny
wow, mind blowing stuff!!
Type 2 diabetes starts as extra calories sloshing around your body, first they end up in cells, then muscles, then gut, then liver, ( order and capacity varies for people), then it remains in the bloodstream..
This is different from folks whose insulin is faulty, or pancreas doesn't work to make correct insulin or in correct quantities.
This is different from diabetes Insipidus; from insipid, meaning weak, or watery.
This is mellitus. melodious. sweet.sugar. Okay, enough showing-off

If your insulin is fine ,it's a problem of quantity, and having nowhere to put the calories. Hence , burn it while eating less !! easier said than done.

There are powerful homeostatic forces working to keep the equilibrium. 
This is a systems problem.
There are multiple reasons , or forces, ensuring that you eat what you eat and you exercise as you do. 
These range from your social environment to your eco-agro environment to your upbringing to your friends to your job. And last but not least, your self-image - what you identify subconsciously as.
Tools - fasting , exercise, eating low carb ; controlling cortisol using meditation. NLP;  personal development programs to change self image ; different circles of friends and colleagues ..

Imagine, say,  hobos on a subway who have gotten on to the train somehow. They can't get past security at any train station due to some bureaucratic, red-tapey rule that the security follows and no one can change their mind. So they keep turning back the hobos at the gates leading out of the platform and into the terminus. 
So the hobos keep accumulating on some platforms,   some trains are overloaded, some the conductors push off at some platforms increasing the crowding there. Where are these hobos coming from ? (hint :they are the carbs you eat!! )
Adding insulin is just adding more conductors to push them off the train onto the platform, except, on one platform they are full to bursting at the seams and every time the train stops there (automatically- programmed shit these are ), as many get back on the train as they are pushed off...
So go ahead, add more conductors.

Monday, September 26, 2022

brahma is energy

 https://wisdomexperience.org/wisdom-podcast/robert-thurman2/