i got a terry pratchett book from blossoms. i wanted to pick 5, but decided on 1.
the world was okay when i was reading it
now it sits on my shelf, like an empty cookie jar
unfortunately the froogy doesn't know what the froogy is. you have to see for yourself.
i got a terry pratchett book from blossoms. i wanted to pick 5, but decided on 1.
the world was okay when i was reading it
now it sits on my shelf, like an empty cookie jar
imagine you could put two discs into the DVD player together, and the characters reacted to each other and made a new movie
( seen on the interwebs)
Dick Tracy investigates a Christmas robbery while Godzilla runs through the city on the way to meet its cousin ....
on the preponderance of evil,
fundamentals
- semi-closed groups
- internal hierarchies
- pirate loot division formula
- us-vs them
- the idle and evil have more time to politick, than the producers
McLuhan has his typographic wave and video wave - hot and cold mediums -and the world becoming a global village
Toffler has the agricultural and industrial means of production and the worlds they create
Some say McLuhan was talking of technology, not media, and that the medium is the message refers to the wave on which content /information rides
* if you note, we have moved from media carrying the truth, and then media carrying information, to now media carrying content, as we move from empires with god at their head, to industrial sprawls, to the happy shiny prosumer world
** if you note, the business world continues to carry prices then, and now, and doesn't have different names for it
watching the phenomenal : Japan's Most Mysterious Buildings
western philosophy is rooted in reason and rationality
which starts with analysis
which has its beginning in abstraction
and therefore, at some point, western philosophy stops dealing with reality
eastern philosophy, however, has no things
quotes on art
The artist deals in what cannot be said in words. The artist whose medium is fiction does this in words.
*** Ursula K Le Guinn
The artists of our culture, 'the antennae of the race,' had tuned in to the new ground and begun exploring discontinuity and simultaneity.
The audience, as ground, shapes and controls the work of art.
The business of art is no longer the communication of thoughts or feelings which are to be conceptually ordered, but a direct participation in an experience.
*** Marshall McLuhan
The most important thing in art is the frame. For painting: literally; for other arts: figuratively - because, without this humble appliance, you can't know where The Art stops and The Real World begins.
You have to put a "box" around it because otherwise, what is that shit on the wall?
*** Frank Zappa
you're searching for darkness with a flashlight in your hand
you're looking for that which was seen in the corner of the eye
you turn to look, and it is still the same
but the eye
is a different one
Text beats video. For inception, that is .Video is pre-manifested, in the idylls of the time, or else can't be consumed, but text is clean, and cold.
I was searching through the anime titles on netflix for something to see. I usually avoid netflix originals, because they have the 'sizzle of the steak none of the nutrition', more so for prime originals - case in point - the panda series on prime i watched a bit and dropped them but the ones on netflix were actually very good, even though they were built on the tropes of the first move (panda likes to eat, is clumsy, doesn't speak like a trained dedicated follower of the 'way' etc) . I couldn't find a single anime that wasn't a mix of magic and tech, like it's almost always a demon or vampire or ghost working in a futuristic cybernetic city against robot cops or something. As I wondered why the visuals were almost always variations on a theme, the answer came to me - video content has to CONFORM to the mores of the era, text not so much - since text is a cold medium (thank you McLuhan) , the reader brings into it their own imagined universe, and hence rarely sees a political-correctness violating offensive ... thing.. unless specifically written in. The reader remains a reader, and doesn't become a censor easily.
Therefore, the medium for imagination and inception and, when need be, spreading revolutionary ideas, is text.
I will read the Gutenberg Galaxy one day.
ps : I eat my words. Reacher is commendably watchable.
The cult of those people who raise their right hand up straight towards heaven, at eleven o 'clock, daily , every day.
The human brain, hereafter the rabbit, fears tigers and likes carrots. It fears more than it likes.
The rabbit also suspects that rustling bushes contain tigers, more than they contain not-tigers.
Therefore, we can use rustling bushes to generate psycho force, also known in different circles as motivation or incentive. Carrots create psycho force too, but less than a tiger of equal size, assuming spherical tigers and carrots on a friction-less surface
Sometimes, rabbits are motivated buyers of carrots because they are afraid of starvation.
And rabbits can easily be made to see tigers in other rabbits.
Rabbits can be convinced to raise their hands at eleven, and feel comfort and kinship with those wjo do the same, and see the tiger in those who don't.
It starts with something the rabbit likes, like a carrot. All you said was "who wants a carrot?!" at eleven, and hands went up ;and over time this became a practice, and then the hands went up even if the carrot wasn't there, and one day the carrot ascended into heaven (a rabbit ,wise with beard, said) and a religion was born.
You see, it was nice getting into the ring for the carrot, a daily carrot was nice, but now that getting out comes into the picture, what if there are tigers outside ?
At first the ring was carrot dilettantes like you, made of wisps of idle interest. After a while, it has hardened into a shelle a dome a wall of psycjo force you cannot break past. A religion is born.
And with religion comes belief, and with belief, heretics.
The presence of Others creates psycho forces that repels rabbits away from them and towards each other. The concentration of psycho forces proves fortuitous and lends to harnessing, after all, the path laid with belief to begin with, can be widened further with more of the same !
And thus we see , the chorus of shadows , vessels afloat in an imagined sea of tigers, each safe as long as they hold on to each other, safe from others ,who are safe as long as they hold on to their each others..
conversation with a cousin
Mp:
Most humans are evangelists when it comes to things they like - and it is true for books too.
It goes up several notches for things they believe in, rather than like.
Me:
because other people believing the same thing adds to the proof ?
proof for the belief, for which there isn't any, that is... else it would be fact
( what proof can there be for something that needs belief ? obviously less than enough ! -
I believe X because everybody else believes in X. however everyone is saying the same thing. massive circle jerk)
Mp:
Kind of. I think there is a subconscious need for validation
Me:
We are influenced by others, and authority, among 6 things as per the Cialdini book
Evangelism works by 'liking' first , then 'consensus', and if enough people get on board, it becomes 'authority'
(in the middle, after 'liking', comes repetition, that leads to 'consistency', 'commitment'
it can also start with 'reciprocity', which leads to 'liking' ;;
once you reach consistency and commitment levels, your freedom starts being forfeit)
the problem with the space elevator is that it is mind-bogglingly large, and needs power. cheapskate that i am, expending power is against my religion, rather, i am religiously against it.
why not, hear me out, why not, instead of making material go up a space elevator into the atmosphere where escape velocity is zero ? here's how i would do it -
a spaceship would cruise until it was just outside the pull of the Earth's gravity. from there it would shoot a heavy object with a steel (or nano-fiber) cable tied to it. this object would fall into the earth's gravity field and therefore start getting heavier and hence continue to fall.
the spaceship would use its thrusters to keep it falling slow enough to reach the earth without burning up. then, it would thread the other end of the steel cable (or nano-fiber) through a wheel, and tie a heavy weight at this end. this heavy weight should ideally be the cargo they want to ship - like space-strength containers full of unobtanium mined from a nearby meteorite cluster for eg ...
(or we can use 2 spaceships to send down one heavy container each, and then connect their end over a pulley wheel)
now, earthlings can fill up a space-strength container with supplies, food and clothes and medicines and krishna books, intended for the pilots, belters, miners ; fuel for the spaceship, parts for repairs etc
they send it up, by asking the spaceship to send down the cargo.. the spaceship controls the pulley wheels, and boom, low-cost space trade channel open !!!
!! shivers running down my spine !!
the spaceship has to be super large, with mechanical parts, and in the future, will act as space gateways
the future's real bright now
We be but beings of shadows
Of thoughts and actions made
Imprints on material
Imprints on imprints
We call this me and us
And we call the light divine
Coz of our derivative reactive nature
But these shadows have remained
For centuries and claim to grow
Self and society
Evangelists and cults
Skins of rationale
Sometimes spun fine like gossamer
But diamond hard when clothing greed
What truth may a shadow speak
Its every word is but also none
in the land of godelium
on a mountain high
sits a forge so deep and vast
where gods forge their
weapons, in the fight against
reason
Was watching The International yesterday. Very polished movie, sparse urban landscape, each shot follows the 30/100 framing, beautiful work with the negative-space/background-showcasing-the-foreground. Clive Owen forms the grungy chaotic element inside a deeply orderly city scene, in every scene.
One scene caught my attention -
* * *
Umberto Calvini : The IBBC is a bank. Their objective isn't to control the conflict ...... it's to control the debt that the conflict produces.
You see, the real value of a conflict, the true value, is in the debt that it creates. You control the debt, you control everything.
You find this upsetting, yes? ..... but this is the very essence of the banking industry, to make us all, whether we be nations or individuals, slaves to debt.
* * *
When I first saw this movie, I saw only the action. Now when I see it, I only see the setting and the context. Of course, after reading Graeber, the quote is nothing new, but I couldn't comprehend it then.
is it confusing, that our middlemen are sitting at what we call the centre, and our owners are walking among us, pretending to be one of us ?
entering the era of trade-offs
at this stage of life
we're full
nothing more can come in
until something goes out
even buying space
to put more things in
needs going out
and doing something more
than you would
twenty things to do with to do lists
1. birthday reminder list
2. gift received list (gifto)
3. service providers ,caterers, and costs list (functiona-be)
4. per user exchange items list ( buildEx)
5. to do list,
6. inbox, but renamed as memos
7. shopping list
8. chore list
9. laundry list
10. location based action list (gps)
11. friend list, with location,
12. we-met list | places-i've-been, expenses shared, photos shared
13. guest list (functiona-fe)
14. books read list, books to read list
15. todo list vs what-i-did list
16. lists overlaid in the corners of the house (AR, image overlay )
17. daily,weekly,monthly workout/diet goals + tracking list ( 15 for health)
18. audio recordings to remind yourself, or to play in the house
19. workflow list - contains code, data ,instructions
I go to work
To get work done
To be free
To do what
I've forgotten
That's a different life
I keep forgetting
The chore is the
Way
Watching japanese medieval samurai series', one notices how much worth was placed on a life (not much, here today, gone chop chop (gerrit ?))
One thing the western world brought in was the sanctity of life. Since all have a soul, it would be wrong to kill without restraint (ironically, the brother of jesus precipitated one of the bloodiest battles in china, well documented by flashman)
Japan was a closed country at one time, standing heavily on the backs of the farmers, who "grew rice but ate millets" ... the rice fed the armed mob who called themselves samurai and would lop off heads at will;the rice fed the craftsmen who made pottery and smiths who made swords. And (as per gaijin book) all lives were equally insignificant.
(The non-conformist genes got lopped off a long time ago, leaving a country that worked themselves into a an imperialist expansion, a world war, an economic powerhouse replete with runaway inflation, the impossibility of a working man buying an apartment, karoshi, hikikomori, and a 1.34 birth rate country)
With a soul in the picture, and the agency of depositing it in the right hands, lopping of heads (or own guts) became more complicated.
And that ensured that large scale conflict, like the world wars ,wouldn't happen.the end. Wait ...
With increasing population comes surplus of minds,arms,and legs. And a flourishing of sorts.
With concentration comes surplus and then sophisticatiion, specialization, and more segmentation ...
One dimensional man emerged, and , and took turns with the integrators, to rule.
The flaw in this ointment is the dependence on belief. Man's enemy had always been man. Man can exploit man like no other. And exploiting the believers is the chief pastime of the 21st century
The shrine is the place where the elements are in harmony. or in abeyance.and don't kill each other. From the vantage point outside, emerges an understanding of the blind spots of each, and a recipes and practices for succour.
And yet, as the tale has to inevitably wind on, religion becomes weaponised. Easy to lop off heads of the soulless, easy to behead one notnof the true faith, easier to rob the infidel, the barbarian, and not call it thievery.
in planets with a methane atmosphere, people wouldn't need to refill their cigarette lighters once the lighter fluid got over ...
the work-day is the worst constructed artifact in my life
work has to be done on the weekends
decided not to buy the om-swami-gayathri book for now, on principle
that i don't have a practice going into which i can plug it into.
this mode of thinking has helped me stave off distractions and piling-up-books
on my table. i still have the GEB, the LISP, the Model Thinker, and the Yoga and Kriya books gathering dust.On my table. Not counting the others ,such as the McLuhan, the Clausewitz etc sitting in shelves .
verbal communication is horrible. meetings are just so many folks groping around the topic. is it a better option to build an object model and/or a rule set to communicate ? all discussion would be in terms of the rules and entities. once done, the 'words' are code itself !
react contains a model of the dom tree within its memory. how meta
ran into Ritchie Blackmore's Ariel again. It's an amazing! song. I love Blackmore's Sword-and-sorceror genre , gives me deep slow chills.
one more tantra video from beerBiceps.loving it.
sunset before 6pm, makes waiting at the school a pleasant experience. the place empties around 5, but the pesky parents walking furiously in the ground also disappear at 6-ish. something about sitting in the dark near lots of plants and an almost-deserted building, relaxes me deeply.
Alone in the car
Waiting
Watching the monty python spanish inquisition clip
Realizing i have nobody to share this with
hackathon was fun,
kathy sierra _did_ mention code-jams as a way to grow,
'code jam' being a coding event where you ship something that works end-to-end, at the end of the session
the hackathon was fun because i finished stuff, end-to-end, that was useful to someone else
naturally, i mentally added all charts to the list, including the old maps-choropleth-mapbox-galcon, etc
naturally, it became a big vague ball of gas that i couldn't parse and dropped
it's tempting to re-do email, todos, etc in a simple way (flask and jinja and bootstrap only )
and locstack is tempting too, however i don't look forward to the rubber-road moment -
maybe it's best to get it out of the way
the distance between setting up rules and facts in a lisp shell, and running them , and doing the same thing in java, is so huge that it's hard to comprehend that they're the same thing
the thumbrule is - NEVER come to java unless you know what needs to be done , in the real life sense, and have probably written it down; java-itis is real, and there's no cure that doesn't cost the rest of your life
I'm going to keep this blog open for the whole day
update : never came back to this. hackathon took it out of me. ended up resorting to much junk
your hold on the universe, when others are present, is a handful of named things
your hold on the universe, when others are not present, is infinite
why would music with their message of angst and hate exist ?
hiphop label owners also own prisons
recording industries now don't want to give artists
the right to own re-recordings of their own songs
they don't want anyone to pull a taylor swift again
send music industry executives, guns, and money !!!
so many rock musicians died suspiciously
leaving behind the rights to their music
worth millions in record-exec hands
it's not even suspicious any more
Kobacoff comes out again
or rather, is on the cards, because all other forms of learning statistics are not pure enough, and r is the master language. Python has problems ( see wes sction below) and lisp-stat is too solitary.
after the lisp books came out, we moved an inch. We read some, bumped into iit lectures, watched a bit of them, read some paip off github (it's all online now, oh! why did I carry a pdf all my LIFE ) , saw the code for a gps, felt it was too easily understandable hence concluded i must be some kind of genius, relaxed, opened the old ex.hard disk, copied the lisp books out, tried to copy norvigs ai lectures out but failed, wrote remarkably close to zero lines of code ( samuel jackson narrator voice : it was zero) .. and saved a thousand bookmarks across two laptops and two browsers. Drowning in information.
Shibin,otoh, is registering his company. Shibin is my spirit animal .
Oh, we installed CLIPS ( worked ! ), installed PyKE (example didnt work), and asked chatGPT to teach us clips, which it did phenomealy well, in one short message. We also learnt that rules are stored in a trie-like data structure, to make searching and collapsing easier.
at some point in the MIDDLE of this, the Wes McKinney book came out, as usual, overfocus on the first step, installed conda, messed up the rest of my pip installs, now aws client stopped working threatening work, and that put an end to that
if only i could've convinced myself that all packages that were missing I COULD've installed by stringing their names after _pip_ _install_ <insert package name here>
you'd think that after 22 years of shovelling in the industry, i'd have that much trust in my own abilities ...
but no
so Kobacoff might not come out again if wes can be pipp'd
what is this disease, to go sideways at the first hint of progress ? it's the bane of my life
drools was in the mark watson java book - which was the only meaningful thing i did during my 'gitanjali break'... mark watson ai java is ,but norvig aima , but in code...
so, there's some pickin's there ?
where do all these pickins' add up to ?
a game engine ? and will i make the platform for the same ?
why not read a game engine book and be more confused ?
walking back home
from the bus stop
departure commission
shiny parcelled package
hair in a braid
parent brigade
job well done
walking up the steps
past the desk
interstitial space
token plants
bystander i am
We've always worked
towards something not seen yet
We've always worked on faith
And had things told to us
By someone trusted
..hesitated to dive and spend
years on the iffy the vague
What would we then do
If heaven weren't there
****
SIY is as secular-buddhist as it can get. It is buddhism, without Buddhism. Buddhism, of course, is hinduism, without hinduism.
****
The closest analogy I can come to an indian 'god' is a running program. Not the source code not the computers not the administrators not the programmers not the operators.
Hence the weightless sentient indestructible ..
it doesn't have to be exclusively a software program, too - even a 'system' comprising of humans, written rules, unwritten laws, opaque (to you) incentives, and invisible environments can achieve the same result
hence, the closest analogy to worship, is the meta towards the 'god'
this allows for the mind to be soft not hard, and open to reality
notes : Wait, or is this the soul?
Also, you can destroy the running program by simply killing all the developers administrators operators, and deleting all stored copies of the source and the documentation, and burning all paper copies of the same.
So we need a program generating programs which create real world things
An autofac
Does a strange attractor count ? Maybe not, coz it is a descriptive ,after the event thing
We need nature of code, l systems etc
Wait, arent these descriptive too?
a newbie strategy would be to run a blog on a somewhat serious (showy) site, like medium, then create in-depth content documenting a project that you are doing, writing in an informal, casual tone, and segue into theory posts, plagiarising content avariciously from other blogs, text books, guides, videos, etc adapting the text to your style while keeping the content steadily progressing towards the end goal
tone change
pick a project, set a goal and a deadline
keep writing code
log your work on the blog along with your feelings and findings
when you are stuck, take a break, read other blogs, ingest, and expew the contents in your blog
keep going until you can't recognise yourself in the first few posts any more
ditto for the code
-
the github can be an interview ace card
the running code can be a product
the blog can be your entry into the text book market
ps: nothing original about this, this is what my eyes have been seeing all these (20+) years but not my brain
"To oppose something is to maintain it… To be sure, if you turn your back on [something] and walk away from it, you are still on the [same] road. To oppose vulgarity is inevitably to be vulgar. You must go somewhere else; you must have another goal; then you walk a different road."
― Ursula K. LeGuin
so, don't oppose or join, but go somewhere else
a net is made of holes strung together
its power comes from the 'hole'ness of the holes
a net without holes cannot catch much
a net which is just one hole, cannot catch anything
there are no gods or devils,
only mine and yours -
and today and tomorrow;
the manifest and the potential !
the is, and the can-be ..
and all clashes
are between these beasts
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took me a long time to map the face on to the humor
first, it was the jokes on the oh no! site. they irrevocably started me down the path of zen and buddhism. they were a sublime mix of extreme reverence and tongue-in-cheek pragmatism.
I downloaded web pages on the lankavatara sutra and sayings of zen master lin chi . then there was a binge on shinzen young videos and articles. much knowledge was gained. three blog posts by defmacro.org , (not lisp )but no practice.
the clip above from the original SIY talk - the three lines of which the above is the third - nailed compassion for me. I always claimed to be more empathetic than typical, but this line provided me with a working tool whose power I have seen in use
joy on demand is a revolutionary book on technique, with the one breath approach, and one i hope to benefit from greatly. Ajahn Brahm's MB&B book is great but is full of theory, while JoD coddles you and indulges you. both are gems, no doubt about it, after one you'll need the other
the original jokes are available on the wayback machine
groww seems to have been funded by ex flipkart folks. similarly, there is a network of ex zoho folks in chennai behind a bunch of startups. there is an increasing ring of startups growing from the original epicenters
suddenly, everyone and their aunt could create high volume low latency inventory listing order managing websites that leveraged the latest distributed data store and mesaging services from various open source projects.
as of 2015 onwards, i have been seeing this type of startup play out, with the old plays of infrastructure and body count come back into vogue. the lone guns still exist and fight their battles, but something something covid has put an end to cheap capital and the disposable income on the part of the consumers. A contraction. there is also a disturbing move towards heavier iron, with things that one person can do in his basement rented apartment becoming fewer and fewer.